Road blocks at 29 weeks....can't slow this Mama down! ;]

I'd like to take a minute to vent.  I promise it will be quick.  So I was met with a road block today and honestly it took everything in me to be the better person and not lose it.  I have had a wonderful run this pregnancy hormonally and emotionally, but today was a first.  I literally had a conversation with myself to talk myself down from the anger I was feeling.  After all, let's be honest, Noah doesn't need to feel the effects of that.  It's my job to protect him.  So I did and I conquered.  I met that road block face to face and thought, self, this person is not worth losing even a second of your happiness.  So what if their poor choices now cost you a credit ding and $127.  It's to be expected of this person.  They will never change and always be the same.  But me?  That I can change and that I can control and I can be the better person, forgive and move forward.  So that is what I am doing.  Living....and learning.

Speaking of living... I am now in the third trimester.  Yes, the THIRD!!!!  Awwww... the beautiful third trimester.  (I'm hoping the more I say the third trimester magically I'll feel like I did in the second.  No science or theories behind it, just desperation.) The sweet glow from the excess sweat of walking up a simple flight of stairs or from losing the lunch that never sounded good in the first place.  hahahaha...  Yeah, this is looking a lot like my first trimester.  However, that just means that little Noah is healthy and growing quickly.....RIGHT?!  It better.  :]

Here I am at 29 weeks!!  Next Wednesday is time for Noah's close up!  I can't wait!!!

I was talking with a friend today and we were discussing the amazing feeling it is to feel your little one kick and move inside you.  It's unlike anything you could ever imagine.  To know that you created life and feel them move is a feeling I will never forget or reserve in the back of my mind.  With every kick, stretch, hiccup and flip, I get the biggest grin on my face and think about how blessed I am to have the chance to be a mother.  Yeah, silly people will try and get in the way of your happiness and slow you down, but this Mama won't let anything get in the way of her and her little bundle of joy.  Motherhood is amazing.  How could I not protect such a precious gift from God?

Mommy loves you Son...to forever and back...