I am 21 weeks and 4 days today and am counting down the weeks til I get to meet my beautiful baby boy, Noah. On this beautifully overcast sabbath day I have reflected on my life and am grateful that out of a dark and chaotic situation, I have been blessed with a gift that has brought me only peace and love; my son. I see the world in a different and brighter light. My desire to serve others has increased and I find myself holding the hope for not only my son and I, but others I know and love. I have a newfound strength that must only come from motherhood and it has given me the courage to do things I would have never done before. I have since moved on from that day many months ago that I walked away from what I knew would only bring further pain, and I know that through forgiveness and following the promptings and answers to my prayers that I received and continue to receive, I have been blessed more than I could have ever asked or hoped for...
Just want to give a shout out to those who have been my beacon of light and held the hope for me while I figured things out. Your love and support and Christ-like examples have lifted me up to a place where I see new beginnings on the horizon that are full of joy, peace and love.
To my sweet son...Noah, Mommy loves you with all her heart...to forever and back.
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